Dreams #1

Slowly circling the drain. My thoughts are slowly driving me insane. Edit: Never repeat the same word twice within a sentence. Rules, rules I can never seem to follow. I sure hope I make it through this life alright. My dreams so vivid. Waiting until the last second. The moments stagger by, slower than ever. Wait as long as I can until I need to kill myself. What's the best way to go? Friends make suggestions; Gas myself, Drain my bood, Tie a neuse, Gunshots are quick. Will anything be painless? Who cares about the pain? What will the other end of life bring? Closing in on death. No one even suggests... Don't kill yourself. We can change things. Change the whole system that is forcing you, sentencing you to suicide.